After roaming all over the mind & realizing that nothing productive can come up by worrying. I just realized I am not being myself!!
And so I rolled back a few years & ran thro’ my mental diary in search of the ‘lost me’!!!
… I was very carefree! (What does that mean, I don’t even rmmbr now!!)
… I was very cool & unperturbed! (Does such a state exists now?)
… I was irresponsible! (Such a lovely feeling to be so?)
… I was crazy yet creative! (Now I have to think so much even to type one sentence! 🙁 )
… I was productive!! (In more than one ways! 😉 )
… I was flirtatious!! (Gone are those days of fantasies!)
… I was intelligent!! (Now I pick the calculator for 51 * 49!)
And, finally the most important,
… I had a life!!! (My current state of affair: Where can I buy that? Do I get discount?)