I am not able to take this and wanted to share this to somebody and where else can I, better than this forum?
Yesterday I received a mail (which is actually a reply to mine) from my childhood friend, who is currently on a short-term official visit to London. One sentence in his mail shook my entire equilibirum; I quote, “but my state of mind was not that good u know my father expired 3 months b4.” Unquote.
I did not know that his father passed away! He is my childhood best friend and we share all secrets(**I really mean all secrets**) and here I am not even aware of his father’s demise. Damn it, itz been 3 freaking months & I am still unaware of this!!! I am completely depressed from yday.
What troubles me the most is that: my parents live just 3 houses away from their house!!! And even they are not aware of it!!! Freak! I still remember that during my school days, when my father raises his voice my friend would hear it in his house! And now, my parent’s are not even aware of this tragedy! Can ye believe it?
What is happening to this world?? Why so much of lonliness? Why is that in search of individualism we are losing the fun of being part of a society? Why is that I am not aware of who is my neighbour and what is happening to him/her? Where the freak are we heading?
Buddy, I know you are not in a habit of blogging but if ye is reading this then just remember that I am always there for you.