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Feb 02 2005

……………………………This hurt me!!!

This is to my then-close friend. We were really really close. In fact, I never been more close to anybody else. But this mail, in which I really intended to help her, actually blew our relationship apart. Till date she never speaks to me. In fact, she loathes me soooooooo much that she would never even wish me a birthday wish. 🙁 Any ways, I guess, this is the way world goes. The recepient is Aishwarya B, Bangalore.

Aish,

It is very long since we even saw each other
Let alone speak, go on date or move further!
Are these sudden disappearances subtle avoidances?
Or, just heights of inevitable co-incidences??

………………………………………..Don’t know!!!

I agree I am definitely not the kool & the best dude
but this is what surprises me in you & your attitude;
Day 1 – with you over the phone 5 hours just flew
Day 2 & Day 3 the same but Day 4 where are you??

Your mood extremities are too hot to handle
Trying to understand you I always stumble
Don’t get me wrong, me not saying you bad
As a close friend, refining mistakes you had.

You wanted to know why I was angry toward you??
Delayed this long enuf to drive the nail inches a few!
I could have told you on that very day but restrained
Bcoz you would not have changed but only deeply pained.

Friendship means, to me, caring & sharing everything
Will tell you everything even if you are a queen or a king.
But you didn’t tell me your pay hike, which was important
Or is it that you did not find ME that very important???

………………………………………..This hurt me!!!

Courtesies are not meant only for acquaintances,
but should be a part of each & every sentences!
But your NO has no courtesy in it what so ever
Remember, lack of it makes even marriages end sooner.

………………………………………..This hurt me!!!

I know very well that one cannot be best to all always
But at least be there. This might favor your case!
Your sudden sullen silence is very much deafening
I would consider this not as busy but same as avoiding.

………………………………………..This hurt me!!!

Do you know that you are so very impulsive mostly?
This seen in a leader like you will make people flee!!
You tell some things, which does not carry any value
They are just mere words from your mouth it flew.

………………………………………..This hurt me!!!

You are such a nice, good, sexy & talented intellect
But the above qualities of you have negative effect.
The above were not penned to hurt the good you
But to remove mistakes repeatedly made by you.

After you reading this am not expecting any response
These were just to make you “A Rose sans Thorns.”
Anyways, if you still planning to continue your silence
It is fine by me. Guess, I can handle your absence.

GOOD LUCK!!! Good Bye…. 🙁

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